I
was a princess
And I will always be
No matter what they say
Ill keep my crown
And never throw it away
With my golden shoes
I stand tall
Within the halls of my kingdom
I wont fall
I'm still young
And I don’t have to worry
About obtaining monarchy
or whom my prince would be
Ill just take my time
Wandering in the gardens
Playing with the flowers
Those
with and without thorns
/* ang babaw noh.. akala mu lang malalim yan ahihi*/
Burried in my pillow I weep
Trying not to let my tears drip
But no it can't lie
What reflects on how I feel inside
It's a stormy afternoon by the way
the house is empty
cold air brushes through my hair
Now I'm writing again
I didn't know i can
emotions flow like liquid
from my veins up to the tip of my pen
/*May 12,2006*/
My hands are waiting to be filled
by the hands that held it ever since
You're love is so distinctively unique
I wonder if someone else could reach its highest peak
/*december pa to*/
Labyrinth
Where will I go
with no path to follow
the footsteps were erased
dust all over the place
It is quiet I'm alone
isolated and disturbed
I feel pain anger guilt
would somebody save me?
Undefined melody reverbirating
awakening the veins in my head
search for a light
in patterns of black and white
Drowning in confusion
and a couple of uncertain thoughts
How can I make conclusions
if in the start i was lost.
Emotions
We need to detach from our emotions.
To detach means to become separated, disconnected, or unfastened to something. Emotions, on the other hand is defined as an agitation or disturbance caused by strong feelings.
I’ve been hurt so many times and I have experienced different kind of detachments. These may be detachments to persons or material things but either of the two brought me pain. I agree that we should learn to detach to our emotions because if not we are like prisoners of our own cage. These emotions are hindering us from other wonderful things. It is our choice to be imprisoned for a long time or be freed. We should learn to let go because it is only when we are detached to our emotions where we can see the brighter side of life and finally move on. Life is so beautiful, we’ll never know what’s in store ahead of us and moving on is the only way to discover what it is.
Kung tayo tayo….
Whoa that is the biggest make believe. After an argument or a break up, we fool ourselves that there is such thing as destiny. That people are really meant for each other and if our relationships are not working now, maybe someday or somehow we can make it right. Isn't it just trying to escape reality? The reality that the relationship isn't working out and it is already hopeless. We're just pretending to be intellectual people who knows about so many things, but in fact we are coward individuals who can't accept the fact the relationship is over… OVER..
Am giving up on love but love won't seem to give up on me..
Chispunks..
Kay ganda ng umaga
kung makakapiling ka sinta
kumpleto na ang araw ko
wala ng hahanapin pang iba
Chorus:
Wala lang ewan ko bakit nga ba mahal kita
3x
Isang tanong nakakabitin
hindi alam ang sasabihin
bakit nga ba mahal kita?
anong rason? parang wala
Damdamin ko'y sadyang ganon lang talaga.
Chorus
Tiwala ko'y nasayo na
Wala ng halong pangamba
d na kailangan pang magduda
Mahal kita.. Mahal kita.. Mahal kita..
composed NOV25'05 7am
Change of Ink
Am writing again in this diary.. So.. What's with the change of ink? Moving on? Well I hope so. All I know is that this is a start of something new. Something soon to be discovered. Dunno what this could bring me. All I see is plenty of different colors. Different emotions evolving within me. I know there's a reson for doing this. My goals has been set, and with the first step I'll be the captain of my journey. Guided by courage and strength, I will sail to the route that will lead me to success.
Whenever I come across love, maybe in the books I read of movies I watch I remember I'm still in love. I still love my past but I can't turn back right now coz am already living in the present preparing for my future. Every night I still think about him.. What he's doing right now and how we used to be. I miss those times. I'm longing for his hands holding mine and our lips together entwined. Those sweet caress that gives me warmth, they're only memories kept in my heart. The phone rang, my heart pumped, hoping to hear his voice, but disappointment, that's all I've got. Many things happened and cannot be undone. I have to be stiff and stick to what I have decided. Yeah the last resort, that’s what I've chosen. Stupid isn't it. It may take some time but one day I'll be ready to face the world again.
I am bound to you
By a spell that’s so true
It captured my soul
Now I'm so into you
Every time you're near
Your charms fade my fears
Stay with me my dear
I only want you here
I wish I had the capacity
To make everything be easy
You won't ever have to worry
Living with me in a world of fantasy
I don't want to hear prophecies
On what you and me will end up to be
The future will have itself revealed
But now I'm not yet ready to face reality.
One day you'll be gone
And finally find someone
That day would be the greatest stun,
Of my life I'll possibly shun.
There are thins in life we don't seem to notice
Why one morning we are sad, the next minute we're glad.
Love is so powerful, unimaginable and true,
It'll make your world go round whenever you're feeling so blue
People always say,
Change is the only constant thing in our lives today.
But however we control ourselves to be who we wanna be,
What will happen next is already written in our destiny.
Now I've proven my claim
No scientific fact could ever explain
We can find perfection right in our hearts
If only we accept the imperfections as if it’s a part.
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